Regarding Certain Faces Inserted Into the Score, and the Compositional Implications Thereof
In the early stages—before the lines grew thick with non-linear debris, before the glyphs misbehaved—I began collecting faces. I don’t mean this in the romantic or forensic sense (though either would be true in certain light conditions), but as a method of extracting symbolic residue from the already-symbolized. These were not just models. They were selected persons, posed and misposed, whose captured visages could serve not only as index but as topology: the high cheekbone not as contour but as crescendo; the tight brow not as mood but as timbral event; the misaligned eye as a notational fulcrum where meaning drops out and another, less nameable thing, enters.
I chose them carefully—though "choice" is perhaps too confident a term. I sifted through endless near-people. Candidates, stand-ins, facial proxies. They failed by being too knowable. I needed the ones whose identities had already eroded. Whose faces gave away nothing except the fact of being watched. Which is to say, I sought faces with no signal but pure reception—faces as devices. Instruments of indeterminacy. Machines for the generation of compositional doubt.
Of Image as Score
The face, once captured and flattened, becomes no longer face but field. There’s a duration to a stare that cannot be transcribed, and yet it persists in the notational surface as a pressure—like a thumb left too long on sheet metal. I inserted their portraits not as illustration, but as event structure. Their eyes became clefs. Their mouths served as entry points for performative impulse. Some had names. Most didn’t. The score didn't require them. Names suggest a singularity of reference, and that’s not what this work is for.
I photographed them in silence, though not without sound. A low electrical buzzing (from the ballast or the aging lens motor). Their stillness was not peace but posed resistance. The way a subject prepares to become someone else.
Once embedded in the score, they began to behave—poorly at first, and then with more confidence. Their cheeks aligned with phrase curves. Their hairlines matched the contour of pitch blocks. Sometimes their faces had to be mutilated to make room for the music. Sometimes the music had to be rewritten to let the face breathe.
The Problem of Recognition
I never wanted them to be recognized—not by audience, not by performer, not even by themselves (should they stumble upon their inclusion in a gallery or backroom archive). To recognize is to resolve, and resolution is the enemy of sound in this language.
Let me say it plainer: I do not score likeness. I score pressure.
Each face is a mask is a mirror is a metaphor that resists. The performer's task is not to reproduce but to negotiate. How do you play a jawline? How do you translate a squint into bowing direction? These are the questions that make the piece a piece.
Regarding Influences, Or, The Other Faces in the Room
You ask, where did this begin? Who gave you permission?
Was it the high-gloss banality of the archivist-photographer, who stripped the personhood from the portrait by calibrating it to forensic light and neutral backdrop? Was it the constructed woman who could never quite locate herself across wigs, or the mythographer of light who staged reality so convincingly that the narrative bled from the image’s surface?
Yes, it was all of them. And more. Those who stitched number to voice. Those who ruptured canvas to admit the wound. Those who folded the material until it spoke another name. I learned from them all: how to withhold, how to blur, how to stage the face as field. But none of them made scores out of faces. That part, I had to invent.
The Composer as Interrogator of Expression
I do not ask the performer to interpret the face. I ask them to interrogate it. Assume it lies. Assume it’s a stand-in. Assume it’s you.
Once placed on the page, the portrait becomes instrument, becomes warning, becomes temptation. Some performers weep. Others ask if they can remove the image from the part. They say it feels like being watched by someone they failed to understand. I tell them that’s the point.
There are no instructions. Only placement. The score is not a map—it is a staging of collisions. Sound against silence. Identity against absence. Legibility against suggestion.
Mis-Identity as Methodology
Let’s talk about the mis-identified.
They proliferate in this work. Not mistakes. Not errors. But intentional slippages. The subject who was cast for her neutral expression becomes, in the layering process, a tyrant. The young man photographed in profile is mirrored and inverted until he becomes a glyph indistinguishable from an 18th-century clef. The face was never the goal. It was the event through which notation emerged.
You read the score, and the face reads you back. You bow, breathe, strike, hesitate—and the score shrinks from interpretation like a trap door. This is the structure. This is the invitation.
Toward a Lexicon of Facial Notation
There is no legend. No chart. No semiotic key that reveals how to read these faces into phonation. But there is an emerging grammar. A curvature repeated. An eye placed at 33% down the page. A mouth inscribed with hypo-neologic text—letters that almost form a command, a breath-mark, a slur.
The performer must listen to the face. Not read it. Not know it.
And in doing so, something very old occurs: the face becomes sound again.