Brutalist Tablature: The Raw Sonic Aesthetic in Contemporary Composition

I started calling it Brutalist Tablature because I couldn't find another way to say what I meant, which was that most notation lies to you. It promises interpretive freedom and then hedges that promise with a hundred small courtesies: dynamics that suggest rather than demand, phrase marks that invite rather than instruct. I got tired of the invitation. I wanted a score that told a performer exactly what to do and made no apology for it.
The architectural comparison came later, honestly, after a few people had already looked at the pages and said the word "brutalist" back to me before I'd used it myself. But it fit well enough that I kept it. Béton brut, raw concrete, means the material shows itself without finishing or disguise. That's the whole idea. A block of concrete doesn't ask to be liked. It holds weight because it is weight. I wanted tablature that worked the same way, where the notation isn't a symbol pointing toward some more refined musical idea sitting behind it. The mark is the instruction. There's no behind.
I should say what this isn't, since people tend to assume graphic notation automatically means loose, gestural, up-for-interpretation. Mine isn't that. It's dense in a specific way: thick blocks of directive stacked against each other, sometimes in gray tonal layers that read almost like a rubbing taken off a wall. Where a conventional score gives you room to breathe between phrases, I want the page itself to feel heavy in the hand, before a single sound has happened. A performer opening one of these scores for the first time usually goes quiet for a minute. That reaction is not an accident and I won't pretend it is.
The repetition in the notation isn't developmental, and this trips people up more than anything else. In most Western composition, when a figure repeats, you expect variation, transformation, some argument being built across time. I'm after something closer to how a modular housing block repeats a unit without each repetition meaning anything new. Le Corbusier's Unité d'Habitation is the reference I keep coming back to, not because I want the music to sound like architecture, but because the logic of stacking identical structural units without narrative justification is exactly the logic I wanted for the notation itself. Repetition here reinforces mass. It doesn't develop an idea, it just adds another unit of the same weight.
I cut ornament aggressively. No curved articulation marks, no expressive dynamic swells, none of the vocabulary that softens a score and makes it feel like an emotional confidence rather than a set of instructions. Some of this came out of frustration with how much conventional notation spends on telling a performer how to feel about what they're playing, as opposed to what they're actually supposed to do with their body and instrument. Brutalist architecture doesn't decorate its function. It leaves the structural elements exposed because hiding them would be a kind of dishonesty. I think most ornamental notation is a similar kind of dishonesty, dressing up a directive as an emotional gesture.
Performing this material is not comfortable, and I don't think it should be. Euphonium, contrabass, prepared piano, these are instruments that can produce a kind of heaviness other instruments resist, and the notation asks players to work against their own instinct toward legato, toward line, toward the things that make a phrase sound "musical" in the conventional sense. What I want instead is closer to labor. The performer confronts a block of instruction and has to physically get through it, and that physical difficulty is part of the piece, not an obstacle to it.
People who dislike this work tend to say the same few things. That it obscures nuance. That it's more concerned with how it looks than how it sounds. That it shuts out anyone not already fluent in graphic notation. I don't think they're wrong, exactly. I just don't think those are flaws, or at least not flaws I'm interested in correcting. Xenakis and Ligeti both understood that sonic mass could be a structural principle in its own right, not just texture in service of a melodic idea sitting somewhere above it, and I'm working in that lineage more than in the lineage of anyone who wrote a friendlier score.
If there's a single thing I'd want someone to take from looking at one of these pages, it's that difficulty isn't automatically a failure of communication. Sometimes a score that refuses to be gentle is communicating something a gentler score can't.


































