Friday, August 28, 2026

CLARION #4 for solo trumpet in C — Performance Guidance



CLARION #4

for solo trumpet in C — Performance Guidance



Preface: The Register the Piece Is Named For

Before any note is addressed individually, the title has to be taken seriously as an instruction. On the natural (valveless) trumpet, "clarino" or "clarion" playing refers specifically to the upper register of the harmonic series, conventionally the eighth partial and above, where the overtones sit close enough together to produce a usable diatonic and even chromatic melodic line without any mechanism to alter pitch. It is the register of Baroque florid trumpet writing, achieved entirely through the player's ear, air, and lip.


This score is built as if that historical fact were still true of a modern valved instrument. The numeral rows beneath the staff (discussed in full below) read far more coherently as harmonic partial numbers than as valve combinations: ordinary fingering charts never produce figures like 8, 9, or 12, but the natural harmonic series does, and a natural series pushed to absurdity produces figures like 859 or 983. The entire piece can be understood as a meditation on the clarion register taken past the point of physical possibility, an harmonic series extended, on paper, toward infinity, which the performer's body then has to negotiate back down into something playable. That negotiation, made explicit near the center of the piece with the single word cull, is the interpretive key to everything that follows.



1. Formal Overview

Read left to right, the piece moves through four zones:

Cluster/multiphonic zone (opening, ♩=88.3): dense stacked dyads over a bend-value row, under a mute-and-technique band.

Turn/threshold zone (♩=112.7): a triplet turn into the gradient notehead, a fermata, and the piece's most complex proportional marking (37/48 over 7/192) sitting directly on the double bar.

The cascade (from the pppppp seed tone through the ratio-fan to the flurry and "cull"): the structural climax, both visually and durationally the largest event in the score.

Closing gesture: three upward-bent arrivals on a single partial, resolving into the final dotted chord.

The long fff bracket running under nearly the entire piece (discussed in Section 8) tells you that this four-part shape is not a dynamic arc from quiet to loud. It is closer to a single sustained physical effort that happens to pass through a whispered moment in the middle.



2. Tempo and Proportional Time

Four tempi are given as decimals with stated tolerances: ♩=88.3±0.2, ♩=112.7±0.1, and two implied inside the bracket markings. No trumpet player, no metronome a player can watch and follow in real time, can hit 88.3 beats per minute and hold it to two-tenths of a beat. That is the point. These are not tempi to be metronomically verified; they are tempi to be aimed at with the same seriousness a scientific instrument would demand, so that the performer's relationship to pulse throughout the piece carries a quality of over-precision straining against the body's actual limits. Practice with a metronome capable of decimal BPM, internalize the feel of 88 that is very slightly held back from 89, and then let go of the metronome. The tolerance marking is a description of intention, not a pass/fail test.

The bracketed markings (± = 120 →|= 144, ± = 96 →|= 72, ± = 0 →|= :4, ± = 160 →|= 200, and the closing 40 →|= 32) are transition zones: begin loosely around the first value and arrive, by the marked point, at the second. Two of these are worth singling out:

± = 0 →|= :4, under the flurry, begins from stasis, effectively a fermata with no pulse, and accelerates into a proportional subdivision four times faster than whatever pulse preceded it. This is the notational engine that turns the ratio-cascade from a static fan of numbers into a physically executed accelerating gesture.

40 →|= 32, at the very close, is a deceleration into the final chord, the only tempo motion in the piece that slows into its ending rather than speeding toward a climax.

The stacked fraction 37/48 over 7/192, sitting exactly on the first double bar, is the piece's most extreme proportional marking: two layers of metric relationship (a coarser 37:48 ratio governing the surface tempo relationship across the barline, and a 7:192 ratio beneath it governing micro-placement within that new tempo) stacked on top of each other. Treat it as a tempo modulation pivot rendered at a resolution finer than ear or motor control can execute exactly. Land approximately; the numbers exist to describe the character of the pivot, an abrupt, mathematically over-determined gear change, rather than to be counted.



3. The Opening Clusters and the Multiphonic Reading

The four dense chords that open the piece are built from stacked seconds, consistently spelled with sharps in the upper voice and flats in the lower voice. A trumpet cannot sound four adjacent chromatic pitches as pure tones; it is a monophonic instrument. The only idiomatic way to realize a genuine pitch cluster on trumpet is the well-established technique of singing while playing: the performer hums or sings one pitch through the instrument while fingering and blowing another, producing a multiphonic dyad rich in difference tones and beating.

Read this way, the superscript 1 and 3 appearing over specific noteheads in the third and fourth clusters are valve numbers for the played component of each multiphonic, while the remaining stacked pitches indicate the sung component and its resulting difference tones. Practically: finger valve 1 or valve 3 as marked, and sing the interval implied by the surrounding stack. The consistent sharp/flat spelling split (sharps above, flats below) is not enharmonic carelessness; it is a visual key distinguishing the sung voice from the played voice at a glance, and should be treated as such throughout any passage where the two conventions recur.

The bend-value row underneath (7↓ 76↓ 73↓ 73↓ 72↓ 78↓ 68↓ ...) gives, in cents, how far below the written pitch each attack should be lipped or valve-vented before settling, or in the case of the outlying "7," barely inflected at all. These are not ornaments; they are integral to the pitch identity of each cluster, a controlled instability that should sound tuned to be almost, but not quite, in tune.



4. Mutes and Threshold Techniques

The symbols beneath the opening (an open circle, a circled minus, and the word "strait") mark a mute-state toggle: open bell, then stopped/muted, coordinated with the text "straight," almost certainly indicating a straight mute inserted at that point. This same open/closed vocabulary recurs later at "mute / straight, cup," specifying an actual mute change (straight to cup) synchronized with the flurry.

The handwritten, shaded instruction "FELLA-TUTE majah" is not a standard technique marking and appears nowhere in conventional notation practice; it should be read as an invented, piece-specific instruction. The most useful way to realize an invented compound term like this is componentially: it plausibly fuses "flutter" (flutter-tongue, a rolled or fluttered articulation) with a sustained, full-voiced ("major," full-throated) air stream, suggesting a flutter-tongued passage played with unusually broad, generous air support rather than the thin, whispery flutter more common in contemporary technique. Where a score deliberately withholds a legend, the performer's task is not to guess the "correct" answer but to commit fully and consistently to one physical realization across every instance of the marking.

The instruction "/kiss/", paired with a bidirectional arrow, calls for the documented brass "kiss tone": lips barely meeting the rim, air moving, no true embouchure buzz engaged, producing a breathy near-pitch. The double-headed arrow indicates this should be approached and left in both directions, that is, faded into and out of rather than attacked and cut off.



5. The Gradient Notehead and the Turn

At ♩=112.7, a small "3/2" sits above a looping arrow that curls down through a large, radially shaded oval notehead before rising back into a cluster of three grace-like notes. The 3:2 is a tuplet ratio (a hemiola against the surrounding beat) governing that loop's internal timing. The gradient notehead itself, shaded like a lit sphere rather than filled solid, is best understood as this score's marking for an indeterminate or clouded pitch: a tone whose center is stable but whose edges are deliberately blurred, realized as a slow lip shake or a wide, unmeasured trill whose rate is left to the performer, with the gradient's light-to-dark axis suggesting a swell and fade shaped into the tone itself rather than a fixed dynamic. The loop drawn through it confirms that this is a circular, returning gesture, arrive at the cloud, circle within it, and rise back out the way you entered, rather than a linear event.



6. Reading the Numeral Row as Harmonic Partials

The row of numbers running under the entire piece (/5, 9, 8, /4, 8, 8, 4, //, #, 5, ○4, 4/8/7, 859/983, 4·58, 112, 5:, 5:, 5:) does not correspond to any real trumpet fingering system; ordinary valve combinations never exceed the low single digits or simple pairs. Read instead as harmonic partial numbers, tied directly to the piece's title, the numbers resolve into something coherent:

A bare number (8, 9, 5) calls for that partial of the harmonic series, lipped and voiced as a clean natural harmonic rather than a valved pitch.

A slash-prefixed number (/5, /4) indicates the partial should be scooped or slurred into from below, an approach rather than a clean attack.

A compound sequence (4/8/7) is a fast slurred run across those partials in that order.

The circled 4 (○4) marks a moment of complete simplicity: an open, unmuted, untouched natural fourth partial, a moment of clearing before the cascade begins.

4·58 asks for a micro-tuned partial 4, lipped fifty-eight percent of the way toward partial 5, a controlled, sustained mistuning.

859/983, by contrast, describes partials that do not exist on any instrument. These are the piece's clearest gesture toward the impossible extension of the harmonic series, an idea rather than an instruction, and should be approached the same way as the ratio-cascade above the staff: as a notated horizon the performer gestures toward via the fastest, highest, most saturated lip-slur flurry the embouchure can produce, rather than a literal pitch to locate.

The closing 5: 5: 5:, paired for the first time with upward rather than downward arrows, calls for the fifth partial approached from below three times in succession, a triple arrival that functions as the piece's structural resolution after a piece otherwise dominated by downward inflection.



7. The Ratio Cascade: Excess and the Instruction to Cull

The fan of more than twenty arcs above the staff, each labeled with a ratio (2:9 at the smallest, up through 43:22 at the largest), all launch from the single pppppp half note marked "3/2" and land across a wide span culminating at the final chord. No single trumpet line can independently realize twenty-odd simultaneous ratio relationships; the notation deliberately exceeds what one performer, one instrument, and one pass through the piece can deliver in full.

That excess is not a mistake to be resolved by finding the "real" reduced version underneath. It is the piece's argument. Directly beneath this fan, exactly where the ratios collapse into the dense field of downward arrows and the rapid descending run, a single word is written: cull. This is the instruction for how to relate to everything above it: the performer does not attempt all twenty-plus ratios, and does not arbitrarily discard them either. The performer selects, in real time or in fixed rehearsal decision, which subset of that impossible density becomes the sounding gesture, while the page continues to hold the full, unplayed possibility space in view. What is heard is always a culling from what is written; what is written is deliberately more than any single hearing can contain.

Practically, this suggests treating the ± = 0 →|= :4 flurry as a single accelerating lip-slur/valve-tremolo gesture through the natural harmonic series, as wild and dense as the embouchure allows, landing on the mute change (straight to cup) exactly as the arrows thin out into the three final bare downward arrows. The specific ratios need not each be audible; their cumulative density should be.



8. Dynamics as Effort, Not Only as Volume

A single fff marking, under a bracket running from partway through the opening cluster section all the way through the cull and flurry, governs a passage that also contains a written pppppp at the cascade's seed tone and a breathy, near-silent kiss tone shortly before it. Taken as a literal volume instruction, this is a contradiction. Taken as a marking of physical exertion and air support, it resolves: the performer is asked to sustain fortississimo-level breath pressure, core engagement, and embouchure tension continuously across this entire span, even in the moments where the audible result is a whisper. The pppppp seed tone should feel, to the player, like holding back a scream, not like relaxing into quiet. This reading also clarifies the long-held ± = 64.9 ± 0.3 tempo bracket that spans the same territory: an extremely steady, effortful pulse maintained underneath surface material (clusters, bends, mute changes) that might otherwise pull the tempo around.



9. "You Are Not Looking": The Portrait as Instruction

The portrait fragment in the upper right, a face rendered in charcoal and wash, eyes open, gaze middle-distant and unreturned, banded across the eyes with the phrase YOU ARE NOT LOOKING, sits directly beside the densest, most visually overwhelming passage in the score: the ratio-cascade's twenty-plus overlapping arcs and labels. That placement should be read as deliberate rather than decorative.

Two readings work simultaneously and are worth holding at once rather than resolving into one. First, as a direct address to the performer: confronted with a page carrying more information than eye and mind can track in real time, the honest state of the performer's attention during the cascade is not-looking, an admission built into the score rather than a failure of the player. The practical corollary is permission: this passage is not meant to be sight-read with the eyes glued to every arc: it should be internalized in rehearsal to the point where the eyes can release the page, because the page itself predicts that they will. Second, as a description of the pictured face itself: a gaze that is open, attentive in form, but not fixed on anything returning it, an image of looking that isn't perceiving, hung directly over a passage that asks the performer to do the same. Whether the phrase addresses the player, the audience, or the face in the image, its function in performance is the same: it grants license to stop visually policing the impossible density of the cascade and to play the cull instead of the page.



10. Suggested Preparation Sequence

Learn the harmonic-partial rows first, away from tempo. Slur through the bare-number partials (5, 8, 9, 4) until they sit securely, then add the slash-prefixed scoops, then the compound sequences (4/8/7), before ever touching the impossible numbers (859/983), which should be approached only as a flurry-texture, not a pitch target.

Build the multiphonic clusters as sung/played dyads, isolating the valve-marked pitches (1, 3) from the sung stack, tuning the difference tones by ear before reintroducing the bend-value row's downward inflections.

Set the two core tempi (88.3, 112.7) on a decimal metronome, internalize them by feel, then rehearse entirely without the metronome, treating the stated tolerances as a description of expressive restraint rather than a measurable target.

Decide, in advance, what is culled. The ratio-cascade and the 859/983 flurry reward a fixed interpretive decision made in the practice room, not a different improvised reduction every performance. Choose a consistent, physically reliable gesture and commit to it.

Rehearse the mute changes (straight to cup) inside the flurry itself, since the instruction places the change during, not before or after, the densest material.

Let the fff/pppppp contradiction live in the body, not the bell. Practice the pppppp seed tone under full fff-level air support so the whisper carries the same internal pressure as the loudest material elsewhere in the piece.



Closing Note

Clarion asks a single question of its performer, repeated in different notational languages across every system: what do you do when you are given more than you can play? The tempo markings are more precise than a body can execute. The ratio-cascade is denser than one instrument can sound. The harmonic row extends past any playable partial. And at the exact center of that excess, the score answers itself in one word. You cull. The performance is not a failure to realize everything notated; it is the audible record of the choice made among everything notated, which is the only kind of performance this piece was ever asking for.




 

"Esperplode" for Alto Flute


"Esperplode"

For Alto Flute

Bil Smith Composer

26” X 16”; 66 X 40.7 cm

Vanilla Oil, Ammonium-Based Ionic Liquid, Various Inks, Squalane (Plant-Based), Pyrolytic Graphite, Graphene Foam on Moab Entrada Digital Rag Bright 300 gsm

Edition of 6 with 2 APs


THE PERFORMANCE GUIDANCE


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In the score of "Esperplode" for Alto Flute, we encounter a radical deconstruction of the traditional notational system. This piece, through its intricate network of spheres and circles fashioned from 3D models and proprietary colorization techniques, destabilizes the very foundations of how music is conceptualized, performed, and experienced.


The use of 3D structural modeling in the notation of "Esperplode" represents a profound shift from the linear, two-dimensional plane of traditional scores to a multi-dimensional, spatial-temporal representation of sound. These geometric forms, these spheres and circles, do not merely symbolize musical elements in a conventional sense. They embody a multiplicity of potentialities, each one a différance, a deferred presence that both signifies and disrupts the expected continuity of musical narrative. They demand an interpretive act that is as much about what is not there, the absences and silences, as it is about the audible notes.


Colorization, applied through proprietary techniques, further complicates this interplay. The colors are not mere aesthetic embellishments; they are integral signifiers within the notational system. Each hue, each shade, is a trace, a mark of difference that resonates with the music’s thematic and emotional undercurrents. These colors enact a play of presence and absence, guiding the performer through a landscape of meaning that is as much visual as it is auditory. The colors themselves become a text, a script that must be read and interpreted in conjunction with the sound.


In this way, "Esperplode" absorbs our gaze and extends it beyond the immediate visual field, compelling us to engage with the horizon of our experience. The score is not a static entity but a dynamic process, a site of continuous becoming. It is a pharmakon, both remedy and poison, healing the fragmentation of traditional notation while simultaneously introducing a complexity that can never be fully resolved. The spheres and circles, with their inherent curvature and fluidity, resist the linearity of traditional notation, embodying instead a non-linear, rhizomatic structure that echoes Deleuze and Guattari’s concept of a map that is always in motion.


In "Esperplode," the score becomes a site of jouissance, a space where the limits of language and notation are tested and transgressed. It embodies a Lacanian real that eludes full comprehension, a kernel of the impossible that lies at the heart of artistic creation. The performer, in engaging with this score, must navigate a terrain where meaning is always in flux, where the act of interpretation is a perpetual negotiation with the unknown.


THE PERFORMANCE GUIDANCE


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"Effluvium and Ecstasy" for Flute and Voice


In my compositional practice, particularly in works like Effluvium and Ecstasy for Flute and Voice, I find a profound resonance with Thomas Demand's Processo Grottesco. Demand's meticulous reconstruction of a Mallorcan grotto using 30 tons of grey cardboard, shaped into 900,000 sections, serves as a compelling metaphor for the way I approach musical notation and the interpretive elements of the score.

Demand's installation doesn't merely replicate a natural cave; it reimagines it through the lens of collected ephemera.  Epherma consisting of postcards, books, tour guides, and advertisements offering viewers a layered understanding of the creative process. Similarly, in Effluvium and Ecstasy, I incorporate archival images, typographic fragments, and visual motifs into the score, creating a tapestry that challenges traditional notions of musical notation.



Thomas Demand's Grotto


This approach transforms the score into a visual and interpretive artifact, much like Demand's grotto, which blurs the line between reality and representation. The inclusion of documentary materials alongside the reconstructed grotto allows viewers to explore the evolution of the artwork, mirroring how performers engage with the layered elements of my scores to interpret and realize the music.

Furthermore, the concept of the 'grotesque process' in Demand's work, drawing from the 1500s painting technique 'grottesca,' introduces a provocative and bizarre aesthetic that informs my own exploration of notation. By embedding unconventional symbols and structures within the score, I aim to evoke a sense of mystery and challenge performers to navigate the subterranean depths of musical interpretation.

In essence, both Demand's Processo Grottesco and my Effluvium and Ecstasy serve as investigations into the transformative power of reconstruction, inviting audiences and performers alike to engage with the ephemeral and the enigmatic in art and music.



This resonance runs deeper than thematic sympathy; it extends into the etymology of the grotesque itself. The term grottesca originates with the excavation of Nero's Domus Aurea in the 1480s, when artists lowered themselves into the buried, cave-like chambers and found wall paintings in which human limbs dissolved into acanthus leaves, architecture sprouted wings, and animal and vegetable form traded places without apology. The grotesque, from its very origin, is an art of the underground and an art of hybridization. Demand's grotto inherits both senses at once: it is literally subterranean in subject, and it is a hybrid object, cardboard pretending to be limestone, a photograph pretending to be documentary evidence. My own notational surface works the same double register. A treble clef sits beside a barcode of dot-matrix cells; a passage of conventional pitch notation dissolves into a spiral, paisley-like glyph that repeats across the page like a refrain with no fixed metric home. The performer is asked to move fluidly between systems that do not, on their own terms, agree to coexist, in the same way that Demand's grotto asks the viewer to hold two incompatible facts in mind simultaneously: this is stone, this is paper.

The six variations on the found Swiss survey plate make this excavation logic explicit. I return to a single eighteenth-century geological engraving, its long coiled rock formation reading almost like a fossil or a shell pressed flat across the landscape, and I re-annotate it six times: once with a pink dotted trajectory and two loose spheres, once caged behind a field of yellow dashed verticals and a measuring line, once overwritten with the cursive inscription "archa" beside a pink monolith, once marked only by the whispered instruction "scarcely perceptible," once inscribed "sola fivco" in a hand that could belong to a nineteenth-century travel diary, and once bound in magenta stripes around a small sphere carrying its own private numeral. This is, I think, the clearest place where my method and Demand's converge. He does not photograph a grotto; he photographs a reconstruction built from postcards of a grotto, each postcard already a mediated, captioned, souvenir-ready version of the place. I do not notate a sound; I re-annotate the same inherited image six times, each pass adding its own caption, ruler, or cage, until the plate functions less like a map of terrain and more like a stack of postcards from a site none of us has actually visited. The "grotto" in my score is not the coiled form on the page. It is the accumulated residue of everything that has been written on top of it.

The concentric diagram I title Todurn-Equili, its orange lettering nested inside rings of green that give way to a dense outer band of dot-matrix noise, functions as the formal cross-section of that same idea. Read outward from the center, it behaves like a plan-view of Demand's installation: a calm, resolved core surrounded by an ever-thickening accretion of documentary static, the way a grotto proper is eventually obscured by the very apparatus of tourism built up around it, railings, placards, gift-shop ephemera, the crowd's own accumulated footprints. Read the other direction, from the ragged dot-matrix perimeter inward, it becomes a description of interpretation itself: the performer starts in noise and works toward equilibrium, the way a visitor to Demand's grotto has to look past the postcards, the guardrail, the wall text, before the illusion of the cave can assert itself at all.

The floating spheres strung along the blue gradient line extend this logic into pitch space directly. Each sphere is shadowed by a small yellow token, a sharp, a flat, a doubled accidental, a cluster of dots, that does not sit on the sphere so much as orbit near it, the way a caption orbits a photograph without ever quite becoming part of the image. I want the performer to hear these accidentals as documentary supplements to a pitch rather than corrections of it, a halo of possible inflection surrounding a center that is never quite stated outright. The adjacent grid of numerals and bracketed accidentals, 69, 1.5, 90, 6.4, each cell paired with its own dotted trajectory arcing off toward the next, works the same way at the level of a legend or a surveyor's table. It looks like data. It resists being read as data. That resistance is the point: Demand's grotto also looks, at a glance, like a photograph of geology, and only slowly discloses itself as cardboard, glue, and 900,000 patient cuts.

What I am after, finally, is not an illustration of Demand's grotto in musical terms, but a shared method of working: taking a found, already-mediated image of a natural or acoustic phenomenon, and rebuilding it by hand, in a different material, until the seams of that rebuilding become the actual content of the piece. The cave was never the subject. The reconstruction was always the subject. In Effluvium and Ecstasy, the pitch was never the subject either. The performer's negotiation with everything I have piled on top of it, the cursive, the ciphers, the borrowed cartography, is.






Performing the Grotto: Interpretive Excavation in Effluvium and Ecstasy

In Effluvium and Ecstasy, the flautist and soprano are not merely executing sounds—they are navigating through a labyrinthine document, one that mirrors the very logic of Demand’s cardboard grotto: a space built from shadows of a space, then flattened into a final image. My score is not an open window onto a musical truth, but a reconstruction {a notation-as-installation} filled with detritus, ambiguity, and re-mapped fragments.

Just as Processo Grottesco invites viewers to explore the gaps between original, source material, and reproduction, the score of Effluvium and Ecstasy compels the performers to act not as interpreters in the traditional sense, but as archaeologists of an unstable sonic terrain.

The Flautist as Topographer of the Grotesque

The flautist is presented with extended techniques notated through visual glyphs embedded in a palimpsest of typographic noise. These glyphs demand a dual fluency in both instrument and interpretive speculation.

In performance, the flautist might encounter a sequence of nested spirals overlaid with cartographic shadings and punctuated by microtext. These aren’t fingerings or pitches, strictly speaking, but they are pressure zones, breath contours, directional eddies. The flautist is asked to:

  • Map sonic airflows, much as one might traverse Demand’s paper contours.

  • Treat silence as a structural void not absence, but documented emptiness.

  • Interpret degraded visual forms as invitations for sonic erosion.

They perform in the grotto, not of it.

The Soprano as Ephemeral Archivist

The soprano, too, is handed not a “part” in the classical sense, but a composite trace of layered speech-events. Some texts are scorched, partially legible, and overwritten. Others emerge from catalog imagery, archival snippets, or are deformed versions of found texts (e.g., tourist captions or museum labels, distorted phonetically).

In one passage, the soprano is instructed to:

  • Vocalize a fragmented catalogue entry describing a geological formation, syllable by syllable, with glottal breaks between each.

  • Sustain a vowel derived from the Mallorcan grotto’s touristic description, but stretch it into a vocal formant dislocated from speech.

  • Overlay her sung material with audible breath, forming a kind of vocal erosion field against the flautist’s dense key-click modulations.

The soprano, like Demand’s viewer, does not reenact a moment—she summons the echo of an image reconstructed from suggestion, not memory.

What This Means for Both Performers

The performers must abandon the idea of completion. The piece is not “solved,” nor is there an ideal performance. Instead:

  • Each realization is a photograph of an ephemeral reconstruction, much like Demand’s destroyed models.

  • Decisions are often made based on visual texture, rather than musical logic.  It becomes an alignment with typographic density, graphical contour, or even symbolic decay.

  • Temporal coordination is not strictly metric; it is environmental. Entrances emerge not from cues, but from sensed proximity to gesture, text, or atmospheric shift.

Performing the Archive of Absence

Just as Demand builds, and then destroys, a space that never existed, only to preserve its ghost as photograph, the performers in Effluvium and Ecstasy embody a musical processo grottesco. They engage with a document that is part score, part excavation site, part hallucinated map.

Each performance becomes a momentary inhabitation of that artificial grotto.  The performance sounding of the constructed absence, where the score is both ruin and blueprint, a place that was never real yet remains permanently marked in the memory of its unfolding.


Wednesday, August 26, 2026

Toward a Notation: The Pharmacological System in the Shadow of the Pharmaco-Aesthetic

 




Toward a Notation: The Pharmacological System in the Shadow of the Pharmaco-Aesthetic

Cabinets, Codices, and the Architecture of Belief

If the 20th-century artist once turned to the grid as a site of aesthetic order and ontological inquiry, the 21st-century artist-composer may be said to turn to the pharmacy. The shelves, the doses, the packets and capsules...symmetrical, seductive, and vaguely tyrannical form the contemporary altar of certainty. We find a profound and meticulously developed extension of this pharmaco-aesthetic tradition, now rendered through a new notational system: a compendium of circular, color-coded diagrams accompanied by invented pharmacological profiles. These are not merely visual provocations or poetic conceits; they are the structural glyphs of a musical language built atop the logics of compulsion and cure, diagnosis and transformation.



What I assemble, piece by piece, is the sonic corollary of a pharmacy shelf. It metaphoriclly translates to an immense, semiotic archive in which every diagram is at once a sign, a score, and a symptom. While I do not mimic the gallery-space-as-drugstore installations of my visual predecessors, the genealogy of this work is clear. It emerges in the long shadow of an artistic tradition that transformed the medicinal object into a fetishized symbol of faith, addiction, seduction, and the failure of reason.



We do not need to mention names to recognize this inheritance. There exists a well-known artist whose pill cabinets, pharmacy reconstructions, and seductive vitrines of drug paraphernalia have turned the act of medical consumption into a spectacle of aesthetic and existential reflection. Where that artist builds rooms out of dosage forms, I build an entire language. Where that earlier work invited the viewer to gaze into the spectacle of cure, mine invites us to perform it as an act of sonic inscription.



The Diagram as Dose: Score as Pharmakon

The circular notational diagrams that form the basis of my systems are more than visual devices. They are prescription objects, analogues to capsules intended not for ingestion but for interpretive release. Each one is layered with affective valence, its concentric color fields operating like chemical rings, each with its own temporal and physiological implications. Their titles, Azarthræquineticyn™, Glavendral™, Beurovenza echo the naming conventions of commercial pharmaceuticals: polysyllabic, vaguely Latinate, simultaneously authoritative and hallucinatory.


What Hirst achieved by stockpiling hundreds of manufactured pills into sterilized cabinets (inviting both fetish and critique), I achieve by transposing the logic of the dosage unit into the syntax of musical performance. In both cases, the viewer (or performer) is suspended between trust and doubt. The thing before them is a diagram, a promise, a warning. It does not say, “play this,” but “this is how the condition is structured.” The performer becomes a pharmacologist of sound, administering meaning through interpretation, dosage through gesture.

This shift from cabinet to codex is more than formal. Hirst’s works, particularly in Cathedrals Built on Sand, render pharmaceuticals as objects of religious devotion.  They are altarpieces of addiction and misplaced belief. My systems internalize this structure and turns it outward again as process. The circular score is the shrine; the performance, the liturgy. Interpretation becomes a sacramental act: precise, ritualized, opaque, and absolutely necessary.




Clinical Erotics: Color, Repetition, and Semantic Overload

Both my lexicon and its aesthetic predecessors share a visual and linguistic logic governed by overabundance. In the cabinets: hundreds of pills, nearly identical, each alluring, mysterious, absurd in number. In my diagrams: infinite rings of color, some harmonious, others jarring are coded with invented afflictions and implausible protocols. We are offered not clarity but controlled excess: too many pills to comprehend, too many rings to parse, too many diseases to ever master.

And yet it is in this overload that a strange erotics of interpretation emerges. In Hirst’s displays, the temptation was literal, candy-colored pills arranged like offerings. In my scores, the temptation is hermeneutic. The performer is seduced by the complexity of the diagram, the possibility that, with enough time, one could learn this language. One could treat it not as an image, but as a functional grammar, a system of keys unlocking rare sonic truths.

Indeed, my naming strategy mimics the very cultural machinery of pharmaceutical branding of names that suggest efficacy, softness, potency, mystery. Like the Prozac and OxyContin of the marketplace, Evinectys™ or Bravencurialthrum™ draw the eye and mouth toward them, even before meaning is affixed. They beg to be said aloud, performed, tasted. Just as the pill is engineered to appeal to the consumer’s desire for immediate resolution, these notational compounds appeal to the performer’s desire for a fix which becomes a stable symbol, a totalized prescription for what the work “means.”

But no such fix exists. This is perhaps the most profound tie between my work and my artistic predecessor: we both structure our works as closed systems with no exit. You are inside the logic now. There are no translations. You can catalogue the pills, count the rings, say the names, but no revelation will come. The meaning lies in the act itself: to classify, to name, to administer, to repeat.

Rare Affliction as Genre: The Disease as Form

What I offer, ultimately, is a shift in what it means to compose. I do not write melodies. I names syndromes. I dos not orchestrate textures. I code regimens. Each diagram corresponds not to a piece, but to a condition...real, invented, or misdiagnosed. And in doing so, I place composition squarely in the realm of pathological poetics. What the cabinets suggest as symptoms (overuse, addiction, fetishism), I install as genres.






Every syndrome is a musical condition. Systemic Delay Echo Syndrome implies recursive, ghosted materials. Somatic-Lexical Reversal Syndrome demands confusion between text and gesture, between utterance and touch. Narrative Urine Saturation, despite its absurdity, suggests saturation as form (flow, blockage, flood). These are not metaphors for music. They are music, at the level of diagnosis. To play the score is to enter the affliction, to inhabit it as form.


Just as Hirst’s works demanded the viewer confront their own belief in medical certainty, while never actually providing it, my lexicon offers musical conditions that cannot be resolved. They must be endured. Interpreted. Played. Over and over.

The Score as Clinical Fiction

The most radical gesture of this system is its commitment to clinical fiction. It borrows the format, tone, and formality of medical documents.  This is not a critique of medicine, but to propose that musical notation could be as prescriptive, as terrifying, as bureaucratically beautiful as a pharmaceutical label. Each diagram functions as both a fantasy and a warning: “This may treat your condition, but we can’t say how.”


In doing so, I implicate the composer in the same apparatus as the pharmacologist or the brand strategist (a curious analogy). The act of naming a new syndrome complete with invented therapy and regimen is not unlike naming a new musical form, with genre, idiom, and duration. My work suggests that composition is already prescription, that every piece of music is already a treatment protocol for a condition we may not yet have diagnosed.


From Vitrine to Lexicon

Where one artist offered vitrines filled with color-coded salvation, another has offered a lexicon filled with symbolic affliction. What was once displayed to seduce the eye is now encoded to seduce the mind, the body, and the interpretive drive of the performer. My pharmacological notation system is not a commentary on that earlier pharmaco-art, it is its mutation. It is what happens when the pills stop working, and you begin writing new ones yourself. When art ceases to display the object of desire and instead becomes the manual for how to administer meaning.

We are, in the end, left not with a cabinet but a codex. Not with belief, but with practice. This is not the death of notation, nor its resurrection.  It  is its reformulation as a speculative clinic, a registry of undiagnosable sound, a pharmakon of pure musical contagion.