There's this word... 'Phenom'. Just like the Williams sisters, performers can be 'Phenoms.'
Yes, I do purposely write music that may be unplayable and uninterpretable for the same reason Cage wrote the Freeman Etudes (Yes, he did, although in the back of his mind, he always hoped).
It is exhilarating to find brilliant interpreters of your compositional efforts that live and breathe the work. Passionate and so entrenched/entranced by the prospect to be the first to accomplish what others can not do.
Today's rehearsal and recording is a complete event for a complete day. I'm going to find some wine now.
"Recollectionist" for B Flat Trumpet . Thanks to Vivendi for the opportunity to make this a realization.