What Lee Bontecou Taught Me About Scores
The first time I stood in front of one of Lee Bontecou’s wall reliefs, I didn’t want to look at it so much as climb into it. All that welded steel and stretched canvas, pulled tight around a black hole in the middle. I leaned in, half expecting to hear something come out of the dark.
I’ve had that same feeling opening certain scores. You look at a page of marks and realize it’s not really telling you what to do. It’s inviting you somewhere. Bontecou’s work does that to me every time, and over the years it’s quietly changed how I think about making a score. I don’t want to copy how her work looks. I want to borrow how she thought.
Here are five things she taught me.
1. The hole is where the music is
Bontecou’s black openings are the first thing everyone notices. They feel empty and full at the same time, like something might be waiting in there. Silence in music works the same way. It’s never just nothing. It’s held breath.
So I started wondering what would happen if a score had actual holes in it. Literal cutouts in the paper, or blacked-out areas on a screen, where the performer has to decide what happens. Maybe it’s silence. Maybe it’s improvisation. Maybe it’s a cue to move, or to turn the page around.
Picture a string quartet called Hollow Frequencies. The players read the shapes around each hole: a round opening might swell outward into a crescendo, while a jagged tear might mean something sudden and sharp. The music stops running in a straight line from left to right. It starts orbiting the empty spaces instead.
2. A score can be built, not written
Bontecou didn’t paint her early pieces. She assembled them from steel frames and canvas, often salvaged materials like old conveyor belts, all stitched and wired together. Every part stays visible, but somehow it all becomes one thing.
That made me think about scores as kits. Separate pieces, each holding its own music, that performers arrange themselves.
Imagine Industrial Resonances, written on sheets of translucent vellum. Some panels hold jagged, metallic shapes for hard attacks. Others hold woven patterns for layered textures. The players arrange them on a magnetic board before each performance, so no two concerts are ever built the same way. The composer makes the parts. The performers make the piece.
Bontecou’s materials weren’t neutral. Steel and canvas carried the weight of the postwar industrial world, and later, when she turned to molded plastics, the work felt fragile and strange in a completely new way. You can’t separate what her pieces mean from what they’re made of.
Scores don’t have to live on white paper either. What would it mean to read music off a steel plate, a sheet of acrylic, or a piece of rough cloth?
Think of Tactile Horizons, its notation etched into metal, so the performer has to run a finger along the grooves to read it. The act of touching the score becomes part of the performance. The page stops being paper and becomes an object, something closer to sculpture.
4. A line can tell a story
Her drawings, many of them made with soot, are full of sweeping arcs and sharp edges that feel like thoughts in motion. They aren’t pictures of things. They’re records of movement and feeling.
Musicians already live by the line: melody, phrasing, the arc of a whole piece. But Bontecou made me see line as a gesture in its own right.
In a piece called Line of Ascent, performers might follow long curves drawn across a large canvas. How thick the line is, how rough, which way it travels: all of it translates into bow pressure, vocal intensity, or the force of an attack. The drawing is the music.
5. Show the work in progress
The critic Suzanne Hudson, writing in Artforum, described Bontecou’s work as a record of her own process, forms caught in the middle of taking shape. That idea has stayed with me. So much new music is about process too, about leaving things open.
What if a score showed how it was made? Sketches, crossed-out passages, notes in the margins, all left on the page.
Imagine Echoes of Assembly, where the final music sits on top of layers of my working notes. Erased lines, rewritten bars, a notation system I abandoned halfway through. Performers decide which layers to bring forward and which to leave buried. Every performance becomes another round of building the piece.
Why she matters to me
Bontecou eventually stepped away from the art world and kept working mostly out of public view. I think about that a lot. She never seemed interested in making things easier to understand. She just kept following the work wherever it led.
That’s what I want from my scores. Not a set of instructions, but a place you can step into, with dark corners worth exploring. Her black holes were never empty. They were openings. I’ve come to believe a good score works the same way: it doesn’t end where the marks stop. That’s where it starts.









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